Look, it cannot be seen – it is beyond from.
Listen, it cannot be heard – it is beyond sound.
Grasp, it cannot be held – it is unintelligible.
These three are indefinable:
Therefore they are joined as one.
From above it is not bright;
From below it is not dark:
An unbroken thread beyond description.
It returns to nothingness.
The form of the formless,
The image of the imageless,
It is called indefinable and beyond imagination.
Stand before it and there is no beginning.
Follow it and there is no end.
Stay with the ancient Tao,
Move with the present.
Knowing the ancient beginning is the essence of the Tao.
I started to think in earnest about how to achieve a huge mural in the spring. Something I’ve not done before. I visualised standing before it smiling, a photo being taken, the children happy, inspired. Creative visualisation before the event.
And then an epiphany walking past two big paintings on my wall.
‘Just be you! Paint your art!’
It doesn’t sound much of an epiphany, but it’s as though I had blocked the flow thinking I should be someone else ie a mural artist who knows what she is doing!
The epiphany said – let it flow, it will come, you cannot push water into the pool, it flows into the pool and becomes a pond. You can do this.
I walked, feeling excited, laughing at my own idiocy. Biting wind, drifting snow. Then started drawing out ideas, letting them flow. I know now that it will come together and I will enjoy the process, no longer scared and overwhelmed. It’s as though I have found the straight line, the path, my brain no longer bouncing from side to side with possibilities.
The straight line – self worth.
‘Stand before it there is no beginning
Follow it there is no end.’
Later a conversation with an artist friend and a penny dropping. A great big AHA moment.
Me – You’re the queen of perspective
Ronnie – I just think of a clock face
Me – (penny dropping) OMG, I CAN do perspective. A clock face, that’s BRILLIANT!
I am looking forward to drawing from life today, playing with the clock face. And to continue letting ideas flow for the wall.